I don’t quite remember when I typed this, but I think it must have been sometime in November or December. I do remember who it was about (obviously) and in retrospect this is hilarious.

“No means yes? No means no? No means maybe? What am I supposed to make of anything? I see the signs of something cataclysmic approaching and I really don’t know how or if I should try and prevent it… Should I accept the inevitable and just move on? Is any of this being reciprocated? I feel like a footnote in a grander scheme and the closer I peer into the depths the more convoluted things become. Red flags are popping up left and right but I just keep going deeper and deeper into the maelstrom. I hate to be needy but this situation holds many unforeseen abnormalities and someone is going to have to throw me a bone before I do something recklessly stupid or stupidly reckless.”